Crashing through the parlor doors, what was your first reaction?
Screaming, drunk, disorderly: I’ll tell you mine.
You were the one, but I can’t spit it out when the date’s been set.
The white routine to be ingested inaccurately.
But I’ll change, love, change, love
Change for you
Cause even slurred words can contain some truth
I’ll change, love, change, love
Change for you
When I am ready to.
Change for you
Cause even slurred words can contain some truth
I’ll change, love, change, love
Change for you
When I am ready to.
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| — | Death cab for cutie - Talking like turnstiles |
I should give up. I should stop waiting. But how do you give up? How do you stop waiting, and hoping that things will change? They say that hope is the last thing that’ll leave the body. And it might be true, because it’s so damn difficult to stop hoping. And that’s why the quote from Fight club makes so much sense; Losing all hope is freedom.

I suffered a swift defeat
I’ll endure countless repeats
The gift of memory’s an awful curse
with age it just gets much worse
But I won’t mind.
